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The Year of the Rat

Really, all I wanted yesterday was to glimpse some color on an extraordinarily dreary, damp day. Off I went to visit Lan Su Chinese garden since the red New Years lanterns all around old town/Chinatown reminded me that the Year of the Rat is upon us and the garden celebrates the occasion. I’d surely find some color there – as I did indeed. Red, pink, white, green against the dark grey of the stone and the light grey of the drizzling rain – it was perfect.

And then the chain of associations kicked in: Rats reminded me of disease vectors, disease of course of the new, deadly Wuhan Corona virus, a relative of the dreaded SARS virus. It is communicable between humans, and now emerging wherever infected people travel, including the first case that has appeared in Washington State. Our dear leader, of course deems it totally under control. We really wouldn’t know, would we, given the deregulation and cutting of funding for research and disease control (here is a fascinating interactive chart by the Brookings Institute of ALL the deregulatory actions committed by this administrations of January 2020.)

And the WHO seems to think otherwise:

The World Health Organization is convening an expert panel today to discuss whether the Wuhan virus should be designated “public health emergency of international concern,” a rare step aimed at getting more money and resources from global donors to fight an outbreak. The emergency designation has been used just five times: against polio, the swine flu, the Zika virus and two recent Ebola virus outbreaks in Africa.

The Chinese Government, despite attempts at secrecy and minimization of the expected danger – the virus is making people intensely ill with a high proportion of deaths, with no known immunization or effective counteragents – does take it seriously. As of yesterday, the 11 million people of Wuhan and surrounds (8.9 million in the city proper) are prohibited to travel and leave the region, despite the Chinese New Year which customarily sees people travel all across the country to be with their families.

That is like telling the entire city of London that it is quarantined. You don’t make that decision lightly. Travel warnings and advisories are also given to those coming into China, with dire consequences for tourism – dependent industries, particularly around the New Year which usually draws hundreds of thousands of people in addition to the millions traveling within China.

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Clearly a life and death battle against an invisible enemy is anticipated and the forces are closing the hatches. Or the airports, as the case may be. Battle reminded me of another, more positive association with recent things Chinese: the first ever translation of Sun Tzu’s The Art of War into English by a woman, Berkeley’s Professor of early Chinese History, Michael Nylan (yes, that’s her first name. And why do people focus on the gender? Valerie Niquet already translated the same book into French in 1988, and some of the best war novels ever written were by women – Pat Barker’s Regeneration trilogy and Silence of the Girls, Christa Wolf’s Cassandra.) Art of War has been glued to the pockets of Ho Chi Minh and Mao Zedonga, served as a manual for military men and Steve Bannons of the world, many trying to understand how to vanquish one’s enemies, not necessarily just on the battle field. The translation has received positive reviews, all of which mention that the translator sent out the manuscript to a huge variety of scholars, military people and politicians to receive input.

I found most interesting what she herself had to say both about the art of translation and the lessons she drew from the text itself: that the book is in essence a manual about how to avoid war. (Her essay is really a fascinating read, found in LitHub of all places.) And how can you not be curious about a woman whose research interests include belief. (Research interests: Early China: Seven centuries of Warring States through Eastern Han (475 BC–AD 220), with an emphasis on sociopolitical context; aesthetic theories and material culture; and belief.)

 “It is not only that The Art of War might as well be named The Art of Life, since it famously advises readers (originally all powerful men at court) to avoid war, by any means, if possible, on the two cogent grounds that it is far too costly a substitute for diplomacy and long-term strategies, and that the outcome is never assured, given all the variables at play. Equally importantly, the Art of War, like Thucydides, conjures the entire spectrum of human motivations that lead the already ultra-powerful to seek more power through violence. Then, too, The Art of War is interested in what I call the “politics of the common good” essentially, inquiring what sort of leadership can create a stable society in which domestic disruptions and painful divisions are at a minimum. In conversation with the so-called “Confucian” Classics, The Art of War imagines a three-pronged approach, wherein the vast majority can be brought to identify with good leaders, without imposing much conformity, as those leaders have shown themselves to be humane and deliberate when serving the people’s needs, desires, and interests.”

Loved how they picked a slightly pink balloon color to match the camellias in one courtyard

Politics of the Common Good – take that, Steve Bannon! And for all those women who adhere to the Chinese New Years taboo that a woman may not leave her house all day (!) otherwise she will be plagued with bad luck for the entire coming year – think of all those ancient Chinese generals who were female! They did not exactly stay home.

新年快乐 / 新年快樂 (xīn nián kuài lè) “Happy New Year!”

步步高升 / 步步高陞 (Bùbù gāoshēng)  “A steady rise to high places!” / “on the up and up” – yup, that’s not happening in your kitchen!

Music today is also a climb – for our ears and brains used to more traditional fare.

Campy, whimsical and evocatively comical,
Rated R wildly re-imagines the myths of the Chinese Zodiac Animals to encompass zany comedy and to dramatize serious social issues. In a post-apocalyptic world, the Zodiac gods suffer a crisis as their human underlings lose interest in reproducing. The Lark, a chirpy court entertainer who dreams of becoming the first Goddess, descends to the Earth to solve the mystery. Through the journey, she discovers her real passion and therefore, revives the world.

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A CHAMBER OPERA IN THREE SCENES WITHOUT INTERMISSION
Music and Libretto by Wang Jie.
Instrumentation: Singers, Fl, Cl, Bsn, Hn, Tpt, Trbn, Tba, 3 Perc, Keyboard soloist: Hpsd (amplified)/Cel/Pno, Strings.
The Lark (Coloratura/High Lyric Soprano), Peasant woman (Mezzo-Sop.), The Rooster (Actor or Tenor), The Rat (Basso Profundo/Bass-Baritone)

The remaining ten Zodiac Gods, humans on Earth (SATB chorus of minimum 16 voices)

Rated R for Rat was commissioned by the American Composers Orchestra through the Underwood Commission Prize, American Opera Projects through an OPERA America Female Composers Commissioning Grant, and received its first workshop with assistance from the San Francisco Conservatory of Music Opera Program.

And what did my joss stick reveal? Advice noted!

Choices, Choices…

Happy New Year to one and all. And what should it be, dear reader, the first weekly topic of 2020? What is the appropriate choice for a year looming in front of us like an iceberg, with the distinct options of either collision or rapid melting, not sure which one would be worse?

Should it be art? Politics? Literature? Nature? A snippet of them all, in combination? I’ll see what I can do.

What I can easily do is recommend a writer, Barry Lopez, who does it to perfection, creating that amalgam of politics and nature in his most recent book Horizon. Others agree:  It’s a beautiful, sorrowful autobiographical epic that feels like a final reckoning of sorts: with the difficulty of living a moral life today, with our estrangement from nature, and with the spectacular mess we’ve made of things. There’s not an iota of righteousness or judgment, but instead, abundant reminders of human possibility in desperate times. (You can find the whole conversation between John O’Connor, a journalism professor at BU and Lopez here.)

Lopez has excelled at both fiction and non-fiction writing that concerns the interface between nature and the more domesticated world, with his two early non-fiction works probably known best, Of Wolves and Men (1978) and Arctic Dreams (1986)—the latter a winner of the National Book Award. His writing is valuable for both the explanations he offers as to how we got to where we are, but also for the suggestions, both practical and political, of how we might handle what is in front of us – (which is why I was thinking of him when facing the calendar page with its fresh round numbers…)

I have been using the week between the years, my time “off,” for extended walks in the woods, all around Portland, in contrast to Lopez’ extensive travels to the less explored corners of the earth, but I think the conclusions are the same, no matter where you are: to connect to nature you need to stop controlling it, you need to stop talking and start to listen, start shifting the focus of your attention. This is one of the reasons why I photograph such a variety of things on my walks – not “just” the birds, but the trees, the plants, the vistas, the rivers, with widely distributed attention.

Found this garbage receptacle with sticker at the entrance to Forst Park on Firelane 1

Connecting to nature, to understand what is at stake as well as what can heal, is one of the greatest demands of our time. We might think we are far enough away from the fiery catastrophes unfolding in Australia, or the traumatic floods engulfing Indonesia, but the planet is connected. What we do matters, even in minute ways.

And no, this is not Cassandra Heuer speaking, this is a determined, energized and hopeful citizen of 2020, looking forward to summoning all in solidarity with the goal of protecting what needs protecting. If you don’t have the time to tackle the 500+ pages, here is a lovely comprehensive review of Horizon ending with these words:

Horizon is long, challenging and symphonic. Its patterns only disclose themselves over the course of a full, slow reading. Rhythms rise and surge across 500 pages; recursions and echoes start to weave. This is a book to which one must learn to listen. If one does, then – to borrow phrases from Lopez – “it arrives as a cantus, tying the faraway place to the thing living deep inside us”. He has given us a grave, sorrowful, beautiful book, 35 years in the writing but still speaking to the present moment: “No one can now miss the alarm in the air.”

And talking about something symphonic, here is Dvorak to guide us to a new year, making a new world.

Lopez lives along the McKenzie river in Oregon’s Mt. Hood State Forest. Photographs are from that forest photographed during bygone trips.

And this is me in my rain pants in the new year:” Stay intrepid!” is my resolution.

I quietly wonder

I quietly wonder if the longing ever goes away. This is November, the month of my mother’s death in 1983, and even though the pain has long gone away, the longing lingers. It was whipped up yesterday, like a storm whips waves across the ocean, when I had an unusual encounter.

Walking in the late afternoon, without the dog as luck would have it, I saw an owl, perched at shoulder height at the side of the path, well camouflaged from afar. I immediately thought of my mother who had a collector’s affinity to all things owl, don’t ask me why. The memory of that association has taken root in my own life, with friends and children keeping a tiny bit of memorial flame alive when they playfully allude to owls in our interactions. Since I don’t collect anything, I sometimes wonder what kind of association will endure beyond my own demise, that easily translates into spontaneous reminiscence when you see something. Crows, for all I know. Oh well.

The owl let me approach to never before encountered levels of closeness to an animal in the wild, about two meters, and checked out my iPhone which was all I had to take the pictures. She then chucked out a pellet of unknown lunch remnants right in front of my feet and continued to stare at me. When I finally left she flew away only when I turned around for one last time.

So, in this week dedicated to strong women, here’s a shout out to my mother and what would be her current reading list, if she was still around, of books written by even stronger women. (Shamelessly stolen from an essay by Kendi reflecting on Black women authors.) The perfect reminder that we have to look forwards, not backwards, but that revisiting the past can at times make a huge difference.

The Yellow House: A Memoir, by Sarah M. Broom

A finalist for the National Book Award, The Yellow House is a moving and intensely told story of 100 years of Broom’s family and their relationship to home place, to the unruly shotgun home in a neglected area of New Orleans that was devastated before and by Hurricane Katrina.

Everything Inside: Stories, by Edwidge Danticat

One of the greatest short-story writers of our time returns with these eight forceful, emotionally gripping stories set from Miami to the Caribbean and beyond, stories that unlock the forces that drive us away and together.

Breathe: A Letter to My Sons, by Imani Perry

Raw, reflective, regal, this letter to Perry’s two sons is simultaneously an intimate love message of construction inside her home and a missive outside her home to destroy the racist forces not holding her black sons—all black children—as dear, as dearly human.

Crossfire: A Litany for Survival, by Staceyann Chin

This is the highly anticipated first full-length collection of poems—in all their power and force and vulnerability—from a respected spoken-word poet who is magnificently queering American letters.

Grand Union: Stories, by Zadie Smith (I might give her another try – I did NOT like her novels.)

In the first story collection of this critically acclaimed writer, Smith clenches us to the haunting legacies of history, identity, rebirth, and to the mysterious futures coming down on us.

Sulwe, by Lupita Nyong’o, illustrated by Vashti Harrison

A powerful critique of colorism for children, this book takes us on a magical journey into the darkness of night to see all its beauty—and I’ve already taken that journey several times with my daughter.

Unashamed: Musings of a Fat, Black Muslim, by Leah Vernon

As this incredibly instructive memoir asks us, if Vernon can find her way to live unapologetically as a big-bodied black Muslim woman, if she can own the rebellion that is her body and hold her hijab-covered head high as people look down on her, then why can’t anyone living in an othered body—then why can’t we?

Race for Profit: How Banks and the Real Estate Industry Undermined Black Homeownership, by Keeanga-Yamahtta Taylor

Longlisted for the National Book Award, Race for Profit masterfully dissects how exploitative and racist real-estate practices continued well after housing discrimination was banned in 1968, with policies ostensibly encouraging low-income black homeownership that ended up opening the doors to new methods of exploiting black homeowners.

She Came to Slay: The Life and Times of Harriet Tubman, by Erica Armstrong Dunbar

She Came to Slay provides a genre-bending and stunning blend of traditional biography, illustrations, photos, numbers, and engrossing sidebars to illuminate the incredible life of Harriet Tubman in an exciting new form.

The Revisioners: A Novel, by Margaret Wilkerson Sexton

The Revisioners intricately probes and reveals the depths of women’s relationships, from the powerful to the marginalized, especially the bonds across the color line that make and break those relationships, and their generational legacies.

Moving Forward: A Story of Hope, Hard Work, and the Promise of America, by Karine Jean-Pierre

Jean-Pierre inspires us to get involved in politics—every single one of us, no matter where we are from or who we are—by remarkably sharing her unlikely march from New York’s Haitian community to Barack Obama’s White House to the clear-eyed MSNBC contributor she is today.

White Negroes: When Cornrows Were in Vogue … and Other Thoughts on Cultural Appropriation, by Lauren Michele Jackson

An incredible reimagining of Norman Mailer’s infamous 1957 essay of a similar name, White Negroes confronts the normalization of black cultural appropriation for white profit, issuing a clarion call for a truly empowered and compensated creative black community.

Black Towns, Black Futures: The Enduring Allure of a Black Place in the American West, by Karla Slocum

Drawing on years of interviews and observations, Slocum’s fascinating book examines Oklahoma’s historic black towns from their marginality at the junction of black and rural to their serving as sacred places that affirm dreams of black self-determination and community empowerment.

Girl, Woman, Other: A Novel, by Bernardine Evaristo

This fast-paced, rhythmically composed, heart-rending Booker Prize winner centralizes and gives voice to 12 unforgettable black British women characters who are often marginalized and silenced in Britain due to their race, gender, sexual orientation, and class.

Children of Virtue and Vengeance, by Tomi Adeyemi (I devoured the first volume!)

The second title in Adeyemi’s Legacy of Orïsha trilogy, it is a spectacular sequel to Adeyemi’s New York Times best-selling Children of Blood and Bone.

Assata Taught Me: State Violence, Mass Incarceration, and the Movement for Black Lives, by Donna Murch

Drawing its title from the Black Panther in Cuban exile, this collection of incisive and timely essays explores the emergence of the world’s largest police state and the youth-led organized resistance against state violence and mass incarceration.

There are your stocking stuffers! Any other way I can make your life easier?

Music today is a sweet clip of opera Diva Angel Blue interacting with kids and her performance of Kurt Weill’s Youkali.

I often wonder…

I often wonder how so many women out there manage to face health decisions and catastrophes with courage, independently of how varied their circumstances. Making life and death decisions around illness or reproductive choices in itself is hard enough – if you add to that a hostile environment, economic factors like lack of employment or risk to employment, no health insurance, family needs etc., it can become an overwhelming task.

I was reminded of that by two pieces I read this weekend, marveling at the courage around us. One was an article by a young Health Care reporter at Politico, Alexandra Glorioso, whose last name is an apt description for her candor in speaking about her breast cancer diagnosis at age 31. The candor is glorious. We live in a time when the enforced silence that even only two generations earlier had to endure, is no longer an issue. If anything, there is such a flood of testimonials about going through cancer (of all kinds) and living with disease, that interest has been saturated. Or in any case devoted to hearing the success stories, not the fact that 42.200 women each year in this country still die from breast cancer.

Among this deluge, Glorioso stands out for her willingness to admit to all of the factors driving her choices about treatment and how to deal with the effects of treatment, less heroic ones like vanity included. And how can you not feel for a 30-year old dealing with issues of threats to fertility and artificially induced menopause (potentially reversible) so that the cancer can be fought without estrogen feeding it. Yet this young woman also has a support structure that is phenomenally helpful – beginning with a scientist father who knows all the right experts, to a fresh boyfriend who soon becomes a fiancee, to a health insurance that covers, if not all, then seemingly a lot of the procedures and medications. She thrives on the solidarity between strangers on the web-wide “cancer club,” who add succor and practical help with their electronic interactions.

I was moved, but it was nothing in comparison to the other piece on my desk, a book review of poet Anne Boyer’s new book The Undying. The very first paragraph had me jump up and call a book order in at my local bookstore:

The pink ribbon, that ubiquitous emblem of breast cancer awareness, has long been an object of controversy and derision, but the poet and essayist Anne Boyer doesn’t just pull it loose, unfastening its dainty loop; she feeds it through a shredder and lights it on fire, incinerating its remains. “The world is blood pink with respectability politics,” she writes, “as if anyone who dies from breast cancer has died of a bad attitude or eating a sausage or not trusting the word of a junior oncologist.”

Boyer, a single mom in precarious employment circumstances as a teacher, also still young when diagnosed at age 41, has an unusually lethal type of breast cancer that now, 5 years and many extraordinary debilitating treatments later, seems to be absent. From what I gather from the reviews (and here is another one by Sarah Resnick that is intellectually richer and putting the memoir within a larger framework of society’s interaction with cancer,) the book is only partially about the author’s experience on the medical front. Instead it deals with how the world reacts if you disclose the anguish, the fear, the exhaustion, the pain and the losses not within a narrative of heroic survival, sticking to your on personal war story. As Resnick notes:

To linger in the grammar of pain or anger or sorrow, in the bleak syntax of one’s illness, risks summoning “a chorus of people, many of whom have never had cancer, accusing her of ingratitude, saying she is lucky, warning her that her bad attitude might kill her, reminding her she could be dead.” These impositions, Boyer explains, arrive as diktats from a new boss: “the boss that is everyone.” “Self-manage,” they cry from their open-plan workspace. Avoid speaking of death, practice meditation, do yoga. Take care of others. Summon your inner warrior. Smile. Fight! This new boss is doing the bidding of our unjust and unhinged economic system (“white supremacist capitalist patriarchy”): If the onus of responsibility—for recovery, for health, for well-being—falls on the person who is sick, the rest of the world gets a pass, is not accountable for whether a person lives or dies, and if she lives, in what state…..Breast cancer, Boyer insists, cannot be understood as an ahistorical sameness, an uncontrolled division of abnormal cells. It is, rather, a socially and historically constructed nebula, and the women who have it do not suffer from the illness alone. They suffer from the world.

A world, we might add, that faces ever increasing attacks on our ability to stay healthy and avoid carcinogenic exposure: this week we learned about new EPA restrictions on using science to draft and monitor health regulations. Let’s breathe poisonous air, drink poisonous water, have the kids be exposed to lead – as long as industrial profits are not endangered….

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Why was I so much more receptive to the issues raised within the book review than the Politico essay? Partly from admiration for the harder fate of the poet, facing much more radical treatment, who might leave an orphan behind if things didn’t work out, who had to do all this without the network of supporters. More likely, though, because I always thrive on reading about the larger picture – not purely the human interest story, no matter how much I can relate to it, but the anchoring within the system, the world that surrounds us, whose parameters affect us all. Again, the red thread of this week, receptivity to information is so much defined by what is already there. Which leaves me wondering, what kind of information is not getting through to me when it should, caught in the net of preconceived notions or habits.

As William Congreve once said: music can tame the savage breast. It can also tame the sorrow over the absent breast. This is particularly true for music written by someone unwell himself, in this case Beethoven who suffered severely from Inflammatory Bowel Disease and after a bout wrote a string quartet (Opus 132) in 1825 with one movement titled: “Song of thanksgiving to God for recovery from an illness, in the Lydian mode.” It washes over you with anguish and joy, echoing the everlasting longing for recovery.

Photographs today ignore pink ribbons and instead offer multitudes of silvery slivers of hope.

Das doppelte Lottchen

Das doppelte Lottchen was one of the most famous children’s books of all time in Germany. It was written by one of my favorite authors as a child, Erich Kästner, and my American readers know it as The Parent Trap. Since we are doing movies this week, here are the links to an early version made by Disney and the 1950s German original underneath, with the author himself as the narrator.

https://ok.ru/video/310902983310

The literal translation of the title is “Little Lotte, doubled.” I cannot help but think of Erich Kästner now as Erich, doubled, since I have recently learned a lot about the man I revered as both a politically progressive journalist and writer in the first half of the last century and a man who intuitively understood children well. He wrote the most unimaginably inventive literature that guided them through the difficult years of growing up. One of his most famous books, Emil and the Detectives, was a lesson about what can be achieved with solidarity when individualism fails.


What I learned shifted the picture in a not too positive direction. He was a deeply troubled soul, drowning his sorrows in alcohol and dying, eventually, a miserable death of esophageal cancer after life time of smoking. Those self-regulating habits covered a long, complicated history with women, who he betrayed, exploited, cheated on and eventually dumped – all, but his overly dominant mother. In some ways even she was kept at a distance after a childhood enmeshment that lasted into adulthood – they wrote each other daily, and his letters were full descriptions of his sex life in every sordid detail, reports on his adventures and the Vd he contracted, and regular proclamations that no one mattered more to him than she. But he lived far enough away that it was only letters. All this accompanied by his dirty laundry that she washed and sent back until he was in his 50s.

Born in Dresden in 1899 he would have been 100 years old last Saturday. His mother pushed him to excel, often threatening suicide and having him drag her back from the bridges;

It is rumored that his real father was a doctor in a household where she worked as a domestic; his official father seems to have been in the picture only by name, excluded by the folie á deux of mother and son. Gifted, precocious, Kästner went on to receive a doctorate in literature and worked in Berlin as a journalist, writer and poet during the Weimar Republic. As a representative of the Neue Sachlichkeit his poetry combined distancing, satire and a sharp eye for the political developments of the day.

His progressivism did get him in trouble, in some ways. He was arrested twice by the Gestapo, his books were publicly burnt – and yet….. He stayed in Germany for all of the Nazi rule, saw his friends emigrating, incarcerated and committing suicide or being killed, while he had some understanding with Goebbels that he was to engage in a large movie project to distract the masses: the Tales of the Baron von Münchhausen. Which he did.https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x101n37

After the war he became a newspaper editor in Munich, had a secret relationship and child with someone while being officially together with his companion from the Berlin years. His output dwindled, he never wrote poetry again and refused to discuss what had happened during the 3rd Reich. He even limited the contact to his mother who did not live to see her only grandchild.

Then again, he was a committed pacifist and actively fought, demonstrated and agitated against a re-armament and military build-up of the new German Republic. Marching in the streets, if need be. As I said, Erich, doubled.

Here is one of his poems that I have always liked. It riffs off a Goethe verse from Mignon’s Lament: Kennst Du das Land wo die Zitronen bluehen? You know that land where lemon groves bloom?

You know that land where canons bloom was a devastating parody of the German predilection for militarism.

Here is my English translation, obviously minus the rhymes, the German version is declaimed by Kästner himself in the link.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r2I9FQNFzDA

Photographs today from Dresden, where Kästner was born.

Schubert’s music picks up on Mignon with a superb Elisabeth Schwarzkopf:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZMe22tHvG4c

 


Raise Hell

I literally just started a novel, Americanah by Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie. Reviews were reportedly stellar, my friends urged me to read it, a kind one gave the book to me and now it is also a community reading project by the Multnomah County Library.

(I have not read the review attached below (or any review), since I want to be open to my own discoveries, but usually The Guardian has good takes.)https://www.theguardian.com/books/2013/apr/15/americanah-chimamanda-ngozi-adichie-review 

In the first 6 pages I learned that the protagonist currently lives in Princeton, NJ and is on the verge of going back to her homeland of Nigeria. She seems to be a witty person, rather successful at blogging in perceptive and ironic ways about the people she encounters. She has also decided to quit blogging because “… she began, over time, to feel like a vulture hacking into the carcasses of people’s stories for something she could use. … The more she wrote the less sure she became. Each post scraped off yet one more scale of self until she felt naked and false.”

I have no idea where this will end up; if the ambivalent nature of being a stranger in a strange land contributes to her dilemma; if race and racism plays a part, as is seeming, or fat shaming, or a preoccupation with the past. I am struck by how much she is already a character in my head, making me curious about her moves, annoyed at her willingness to give something up that obviously taught others even if it was hard on herself.

Which leads to two thoughts: for one, Adichie clearly deserves her reputation as an engaging novelist. Secondly, I am thinking about her novel’s blogger in contrast to a real-life writer, long dead, long mourned. Molly Ivins is back in my head because of a documentary about her and her life that just ran to rave reviews at Sundance Film Festival. Here was a writer and political columnist (the old-fashioned way of having a regular piece out) devoured by a devoted readership or loathed by her targets. She defied any expectation for what an upper-class Texan female should become and honed in on an acerbic writing style skewering the right and calling to arms against conceited politicians, a rigged system and unfairness.

She didn’t last long at the NYT which shied away from her progressivism, but her column was eventually syndicated by more than 400 newspapers. I remember listening to her on the radio and laughing tears at her wit, while also feeling comfort that some one that smart could succinctly describe an outrage, laying out all the useful arguments, while making me laugh.

She was able to keep her humor intact even when she was diagnosed with the disease that killed her in no time: “On a personal note: I have contracted an outstanding case of breast cancer, from which I intend to recover. I don’t need get-well cards, but I would like the beloved women readers to do something for me: Go. Get. The. Damn. Mammogram. Done.” And later: “Having breast cancer is massive amounts of no fun. First they mutilate you; then they poison you; then they burn you. I have been on blind dates better than that.”

Time MagazineWho Needs Breasts, Anyway?, Feb. 18, 2002.

While facing grueling treatment she never gave up on her mission to hold politicians responsible for their action and calling them on their failures, particularly with regard to decisions about war and economic disenfranchisement of the working class. Her columns did not “scrape off yet one more scale of self” as I cited above, but instead were emanations of a lucid mind bend on teaching us all about justice. Raise hell – one of her favorite expressions – she did. I wish we had more of those. In the age of Trump she would have been each morning’s salvation….

Photographs today are some random shots from from Texas, Ivins’ home state..

Ways to reminisce

When I read the passages posted below I was moved on so many levels. Moved by the pervasive sense of home-sickness. Moved by the way wit is used to defuse nostalgia. Moved by the display of fabulous teaching – who will forget the names of the birds and their sounds after seeing them placed in these snarky contexts?

The author is Liam Heneghan who is a professor of environmental science at DePaul University, where he also co-directs the Center for Nature&Culture. The piece below was published here:

https://www.irishtimes.com/culture/books/memories-of-irish-birdsong-1.3765719?fbclid=IwAR3gRIetTqrp9eqce9xtfg-WQQ8bVm42AJO0Z-e8xExeMdaSNI-XERyge_A

Before I get to it, let me mention that he also wrote a well-received book on the ways ecosystems are described in children’ literature. Here is an excerpt from the TLS review: Those familiar with Tin Woodman in The Wonderful Wizard of Oz, the Ents in The Lord of the Rings or the Once-ler in Dr Seuss’s book The Lorax may well have learnt something about the spiritual and economic value of trees, or at least the deeds of the brave but usually unromantic eco-warriors who protect them. As the zoologist Liam Heneghan argues in his new book Beasts at Bedtime, ecological themes and nature lore have long been deeply embedded in children’s bedtime stories.https://www.the-tls.co.uk/articles/private/let-the-wild-rumpus-start/)

Today’s photographs are not necessarily matched to the birds named in the passages below – they were taken in recent weeks in these parts, true US musicians all.

Memories of Irish Birdsong

By Liam Heneghan

1. My mother once saw the chaffinch (Fringilla coelebs; in Irish: “Rí Rua”) take a shit on Grafton Street and she scolded him. He just kept repeating his distinctive call “pink, pink, pink, trup,” over and over again, but you could kinda tell that he was mortified. Good bird, really; had trouble later with the auld drugs, and got very stout. Died way too young. In the eighties, those birds had a string of great hits.

2. I worked one summer on the Cork Train on the food trolley. A young fella with me in the kitchen car was really into the skylark (Alauda arvensis, in Irish: “Fuiseog”). He could play skylark’s famous guitar riff on his knock-off Les Paul (you know the one, it goes “chirrup… chirrup, trrrp”). Claimed the skylark did not play a real Gibson either. I will never forget that little detail; I lost touch with that kid later on. 

3. Back in the day, I’d hear corncrakes (Crex crex; in Irish: “Traonach”) along the Co Mayo coast all the time. They are a rare breed now, of course; almost extinct. Once when I was pushing my bike up a laneway I saw the corncrake standing with his sister outside a cottage. He must have thought I had looked at his sister funny, as he snarled “kerrx-kerrx” at me and started to fling his droppings. I was told afterwards that the whole family was mad. Brothers all musicians in America.

4. I heard the wren (Troglodytes troglodytes, in Irish: “Dreolín”) play in An Béal Bocht on Charlemont Street Dublin back in 1986. Small fella, drab feathers; mainly sang in hedges. It was almost Christmas time; when he finally sang his big hit “check…, check, churrrrr”, there wasn’t a dry eye in the house. Very Christmassy. Then they passed around a can, collecting for “the lads north of the border.” They were different times, back then, that’s for sure.

5. Every summer in the mid-80s, I’d pitch a tent in a field by the River Flesk in Killarney. Right beside the Gleneagle Hotel. Back then, the woodcock (Scolopax rusticola, in Irish: “Creabhar”) was blowing up. He’d fly in from his perch in the oak woods and appear there on Friday evenings, flying high above the mainstage groaning and whispering ‘pissp.’ “Roding” is what the birders call it. The fans went wild when he swooped down and ate earthworms. You can never really tell what some people will think is cool. 

6. My father and I took a trip up in Gweedore in the early 90s and he tried to strike up a conversation with the Lesser Black-backed Gull (Larus fuscus, in Irish: “Droimneach beag”). Big bloke, wore a heavy sea-worthy jacket. I’d seen that bird play all the seisúns in pubs in the area. My dad let out a very plaintive ‘peep, peep, peep’ and then anxiously flicked his head from side the side. But the gull either didn’t understand him, or perhaps he thought he was a herring gull. My dad muttered something under his breathe, but I did not quite catch it. 

7. When I moved to New York in December 1987, I avoided Irish birds as best I could; they made me homesick I suppose. Once I was on a “2” train going up to the Bronx Zoo and spotted the starling (Sturnus vulgaris, in Irish: “Druid”) fly on at Times Square. She used to busk at the Dandelion market on Stephen’s Green. Sold jewelry on the side, condoms too. It had been snowing heavily so she had ice packed hard on her toes. Starling slipped, swiveled and fell onto an old woman’s lap, called out “chackerchackerchacker” and laughing like it was the funniest thing. Everyone on the subway car just ignored her; she’s just put out her new album. 

8. You will consider me nostalgic, I suppose, but the music those guys were making in the 1970s was rawer, more radical, really. I once heard the fieldfare (Turdus pilaris; in Irish: “Sacán”) in a park in Dublin sing one glorious note, just a single gawddammed note, sustained it for an eternity, as if he really did not give a shit. But you could really feel the emotion in it. I dated his sister back then, but told her I didn’t want to meet her garage band loser of a brother. I regret that now; those guys became huge in America.

And here are some Irish musicians: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SBATrLRWySg

Truth telling

The University Library in Hamburg, Germany

My initial goal for today was to link you to the ultimate best book list of the year. The author went through 50 some end-of-year compilations and culled the books among the more than 800 reviewed on the lists. You read about a few of them on this blog throughout 2018, but most of them I’ve never heard of. To my surprise (and disappointment,) Circe – which is fine –  appeared on many, many lists, Silence of the Girls, – which is brilliant – and one of my favorites, on none. I think I’ve mentioned them both at one point or another.

https://lithub.com/the-ultimate-best-books-of-2018-list/

View of the harbor, and the subway tracks that go above ground in places


Despite being novels, the books I loved throughout the year told the truth, many truths, in ever disguised forms and approaches.

Deichtor Hallen, former market halls now used as exhibition spaces for contemporary art

In the meantime, a huge scandal broke in the last few days in one of Germany’s most established and revered publishing houses, DER SPIEGEL. A young reporter, who had a meteoric rise through the ranks to become editor, who had won multiple renowned prizes and rewards, turned out to be making his stories up out of whole cloth. For years, he managed to escape the quality control net of fact checkers and other editorial control to spread his lies. A colleague of his who had gotten suspicious endured disbelief, disdain, threats when he tried to unravel the misdeeds. Luckily he was as tenacious as they come and in the end succeeded.

https://www.washingtonpost.com/nation/2018/12/21/german-reporters-dispatch-trump-country-featured-mexicans-keep-out-sign-he-made-it-all-up/?utm_term=.eb4198a06226

City Hall

Some of the liar’s stories focused on this country, as you can read in the link above, but I think lies like these coming from a journalistic source increase danger for all of us around the world. In an age were the claim of fake news has become a weapon in the fight for public opinion and manipulation, the revelation of “fake news” plays into the hand of those who have sinister goals. And to reap glory for your “creative” writing while your colleagues are imprisoned or dying for their craft in unheard-of numbers makes it doubly disgusting.

Binnen Alster

In the context of the persecution of journalists around the world, Margaret Atwood’s warning about the dangers to a free press should be required reading for this young man, who has probably destroyed his own life as a writer for good.

https://lithub.com/margaret-atwood-if-we-lose-the-free-press-we-cease-to-be-a-democracy/

Rathaus Brücke

Photographs are montages of my city of Hamburg, where DER SPIEGEL is located and going through a phase of ripping hair out, walking in sack cloth and desperately trying to figure out how to change the fact checking system. They have sustained – and inflicted – enormous damage and they know it.

Elb Philharmonic

No Hanukkah in Mongolia

An astonishing piece of writing appeared some 5 years ago in the New Yorker. Ariel Levy’s autobiographical essay on having a miscarriage during a trip to Mongolia when she was 5 moths pregnant, combined the most ruthlessly honest introspection with the clarity and sensibility of a war reporter.  Read it and weep.

https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2013/11/18/thanksgiving-in-mongolia

The author, still a staff writer for the New Yorker, will appear for a discussion of her new book here in PDX , having a conversation with Cheryl Strayed and Danzy Senna on March 29, 2019, at the Portland Ballroom.

I had thought I might riff off her title, Thanksgiving in Mongolia, with a Hanukkah in Mongolia, but alas it turns out there are no Jews there. Well, fewer than 100;  those 600 or so who had fled from Russia in the 1920s were purged and killed by White Russians in 1921. A few families still lived outside of the capital, but most left after the breakup of the Soviet Union and emigrated to Israel.  Mongolia had known shamanism and freedom of worship, then Buddhism throughout the centuries; once it became a satellite state of the Soviet Union, all religion was forbidden, some 30.000 Buddhist monks shot and most temples destroyed. Since the 1990s a number of Christian sects are arriving to proselytize the country which has experienced a mining boom, inviting expert personell and workers.

Mongolia has the lowest population density in the world, its capital Ulaan Baatar, the coldest capital on earth, sporting half of the entire population with 1.5 million inhabitants, all breathing in the most polluted air imaginable. The country is huge, stretching from, for sake of comparison, the latitudes of Berlin in Northern Europe to Rome in Southern Europe. Endless steppes are bounded by high mountains on one end and the Gobi desert on the other. It is hot in summer and extremely cold and windy in winter. It is also subject to occasional harsh climatic conditions known as Zud, which is a natural disaster unique to Mongolia, resulting in large proportions of the country’s livestock dying from starvation or freezing temperatures or both, producing economic upheaval for the largely pastoral, nomadic population. They rely to large parts on the export of their cashmere wool, sold to exorbitant prices here as luxury goods, paying them pennies to the dollar.

 

I would give a lot to be able to travel across Mongolia and photograph the landscape in all its variations. The pictures I have seen capture a raw natural beauty of vast spaces, high skies, colors suffused with light. I do not have the stamina, though, for the conditions of travel, even with some pricey National Geographic tour offerings, that provide the guides, the rides, the yurts.  You are responsible for your own flight to Beijing and then Ulaan Baatar on top of it.  For large parts there would be no electricity to charge the camera batteries and I could not possibly scrounge up or justify $10.000 for a 2 week trip.

 

Just as well, I sit in the comfort of my room, listening to what the world out there holds, from traditional throat singing music

to the newest band combining traditional instruments with modern rock, eating fritos instead of mutton stew (I can’t stand sheepy, lamby meat) and sifting through my snowflake photos in honor of the Mongolian climate in December.

These snowflakes, by the way, stitched with a sowing machine, were found in a Montavilla Sewing store run by a lovely Ukrainian woman in Lake Oswego who invited me in to photograph when she saw me peering through the window.

 

 

Detour to Vienna

Since I was asked to explain how I come about the various topics for the blog, here is another example of chain of thought, linked to yesterday’s Freud essay. Freud on my mind, I thought back to my visit to the Freud museum in Vienna this summer.

 

First I thought about the fact that I never understood people’s pilgrimage to these kind of places. I don’t say that condescendingly. I truly don’t understand what people get from visiting places where their idols have lived, walked, worked, that they can’t get from the output of their work. Is it a form of paying respect? Is it a form of experienced closeness by sharing a spatial environment which only contains surviving traces of the famous person? What new insights can be provided? Perhaps these person-oriented museums organize information in a way that have you truly learn more?

All this pertains to the Vienna Freud Museum which is in the process of reorganizing, renovating and extending its physical space – the actual house and office where he lived and practiced. The throngs of visitors could barely be accommodated in the small rooms, there was no access for people living with disability, and the waiting lines disturbed the neighborhood.

 

How will it feel to the pilgrims if they see the photographs, the mementos, in spaces not hallowed by his presence, or distinctly changed? (Much of his stuff is in the museum in London to begin with, the Vienna collection rather rudimentary, since he was able to take his personal belongings and household goods when he had to leave the country to escape the Nazis.)

In any case, I went to look up the museum website to dig further. I learned that there are crowd funding campaigns to finance the renovation, and also a big bash fundraising event at the Neue Gallerie in New York two weeks back.

https://www.freud-museum.at/en/

At this first annual NY Celebration dinner a married couple, Paul Auster and Siri Hustvedt, were among the three honorees. Have you read their books? She is a fearless, fierce intellectual, bordering on subversive, and her novel The Blazing World is among my favorites.  (I wrote about the novel in an earlier blog: Her protagonist deals with issues of aging and trying to make it as a woman in a male-dominated art world. She resolves to take her revenge, in a way that exerts an incredible emotional toll. My admiration for the novel can be traced to the fact that it brilliantly describes suffering, but then balances it out with hope, all the while challenging you intellectually to rethink all the issues of gender wars, specifically located in the arts.)

He is a whiner. There, I said it, about a Nobel candidate, no less. Here is a more elaborate version of that assessment.

https://www.vulture.com/2017/01/what-happened-to-paul-auster.html

One of his favorite topics is coincidence/fate, which finally brought me to think of what I am currently reading: a thrilling debut by 28! year-old Daisy Johnson, Everything Under, shortlisted for this year’s Man Booker Prize. Loosely following Sophocles’ telling of the Oedipus myth, this novel propels the belief that all is fated into a visceral nightmare. The woman can write with a vengeance, and the raw anger is directed at the traps of womanhood.

(I love how my arm is reflected on the right next to the other in a painting in Freud’s study…)

Which brings me back to Freud and his affinity for Greek mythology and philosophical musings: here are photographs of the place where he lived.

 

Here is on of those pilgrimage for another famous son of the city:

And one of my favorite, romantic recordings of Mozart’s 40th – Bruno Walter rules!